Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Letting go

Today I've realized that I haven't let go of the friend that let go of me. I haven't wanted to let go of him in hopes that he'd realize what a good friend I am to him. But it hit me today that he's let go of me and it's time I let go of him. I actually thought that we'd be able to be friends forever. We'd made plans together. He gave up on me. He laughed at me (and not in a good way). He hurt me.

It's time I let him go. I need to stop hoping he'll text me or call me or contact me somehow. I hate missing him. I hate that he doesn't feel the same. Time to let go and get on with life. I will not die an unlived life.